Good morning! Pretty light.
Good morning! Pretty light.
2024-10-08 16:12:42 +0000 UTC View Post
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Hey remember me? I still have immaculate titties. Have a ni..
Hey remember me?
I still have immaculate titties.
Have a nice day!
10 Minutes- teasing, BJ, cowgirl, doggy Rain: I have an ide..
10 Minutes- teasing, BJ, cowgirl, doggy Rain: I have an idea involving the fireplace Me: oh? Rain: well it's not an idea so much as just boning in front of the fireplace Me: excellent
2023-02-04 04:24:41 +0000 UTC View PostWhat kind of content do you find hot/want to see more of?
What kind of content do you find hot/want to see more of?
2023-02-03 03:07:10 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for 300 fans! You have no idea what it means to me..
Thank you for 300 fans! You have no idea what it means to me. Here's a little early valentine's day thank you. A little tease + shortest Beautiful Agony ever 🌹❤
2023-02-01 22:53:47 +0000 UTC View Post7 minutes of super enthusiastic cock sucking by yours truly,..
7 minutes of super enthusiastic cock sucking by yours truly, ending with him cumming in my mouth and on my face. I REALLY love giving this man blowjobs. Can you tell? 😈
2023-01-28 21:30:33 +0000 UTC View Post
New unedited quickie B/G video! 6 minutes, half blowjob and ..
New unedited quickie B/G video! 6 minutes, half blowjob and half missionary with great view of my legs/feet bouncing as he fucks me. If you've been missing the foot content, this is for you! Plus lots of moaning- I'm always super vocal. Nothing staged or polished, just real amateur sex. 😈🧡
2023-01-24 22:12:22 +0000 UTC View PostJust a little tease for you today. Some foot-fetish friendly..
Just a little tease for you today. Some foot-fetish friendly fucking coming your way tomorrow!
2023-01-24 01:23:44 +0000 UTC View PostThe people spoke and we've listened- more B/G content coming..
The people spoke and we've listened- more B/G content coming your way 😈 Here's a brand new, spicy 7:00 long B/G video including POV blowjob and doggie-style action!
2023-01-18 01:32:28 +0000 UTC View PostThank you to everyone who has supported me through a year of..
Thank you to everyone who has supported me through a year of unprecedented hardship. I am looking forward to getting a job and joining the real world as soon as I'm able (I've been applying everywhere) but until then this is what's keeping the internet on. Merry Christmas to all you beautiful, sexy souls!
2022-12-25 23:33:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Wore something other than leggings and a sweater today going..
Wore something other than leggings and a sweater today going out to a TFT event. Great reminder that I can still look cute!
2022-12-11 04:07:10 +0000 UTC View PostFor the high heel lovers. I don't think I can bring myself t..
For the high heel lovers. I don't think I can bring myself to part with these.
2022-12-06 18:50:04 +0000 UTC View PostOne last lil gallery in this number, giving away a lot of my..
One last lil gallery in this number, giving away a lot of my clothes and costumes as I consolidate my belongings. End of an era.
2022-12-03 22:04:09 +0000 UTC View PostIt's been really difficult to make content in the thick of t..
It's been really difficult to make content in the thick of this depression. I'm overwhelmed by fear for my future on a near-constant basis, realizing at 33 years old that I'm an Adult *hild who never formed discipline or learned how to take care of life's responsibilities on my own. I've been recklessly careening from one codependent situation to the next, I've only held one full time job in my life and it ended in a nervous breakdown, and I don't have family to fall back on while I get my mental health sorted. I feel like my life's trajectory suddenly looks VERY grim. And my meds have made me gain a bunch of weight so I'm not loving my face these days. I just needed to get these ruminations out somewhere. Thanks for reading.
2022-12-03 20:37:52 +0000 UTC View PostFrom the vault! 2013 video of me teasing and getting naked i..
From the vault! 2013 video of me teasing and getting naked in thigh high stockings, 7:30 long
2022-12-01 21:50:10 +0000 UTC View Post8 photos of my feet with new slightly messy nail polish, arc..
8 photos of my feet with new slightly messy nail polish, arches, wrinkly soles and slightly dirty heels
2022-11-26 19:22:44 +0000 UTC View PostYou mean I have to work and feed myself and keep doing thing..
You mean I have to work and feed myself and keep doing things...forever? Never in my life have I experienced depression like this. Post-manic crash 0/10 do not recommend Here have some titties
2022-11-26 19:16:08 +0000 UTC View PostIt gets worse before it gets better... but it does get bette..
It gets worse before it gets better... but it does get better, right?
2022-11-21 01:36:29 +0000 UTC View PostI hate feeling so far away from my life and myself, dissocia..
I hate feeling so far away from my life and myself, dissociation is rough so this is the best I can do today. I am getting in the habit of doing yoga in the morning, taking a walk with my dog in the afternoon, and streaming in the afternoon/evening. Trying to focus on the good over the loneliness, but it's a challenge. Thank you for your support 💙🧡
2022-10-29 21:21:07 +0000 UTC View Post15:00 video of me watching porn and orgasming (3x) for the f..
15:00 video of me watching porn and orgasming (3x) for the first time since my episode. This is not highly produced, sexualized stuff. It's raw, quick and dirty, unedited footage of me at my desk cumming 3 times in 15 minutes, capturing both my moans and (accidentally) the audio of what I'm watching. I'm trying to reconnect with my body and remember what it feels like to experience pleasure, and I still feel anxious being captured at a time when I'm not feeling sure of myself because I don't feel "sexy". Thank you for your understanding and support. Please leave an encouraging word if you find this attractive/appealing. Thank you!
2022-10-29 01:24:40 +0000 UTC View PostJust a few shots in one of my favorite dresses from ye olde ..
Just a few shots in one of my favorite dresses from ye olde clubbing days.
2022-10-26 21:40:56 +0000 UTC View Post10 pics + Dancing to Glorybox by Portishead, one of my favor..
10 pics + Dancing to Glorybox by Portishead, one of my favorites. Trying to stay connected to my body at a time when I feel disconnected from everything most of the time. This medication makes my body movements a bit jerky, please be kind. Did some yoga and meditation tonight, really trying to hold on to a sense of identity amidst the fog. Thank you for your support and understanding.
2022-10-24 02:54:29 +0000 UTC View PostLocked: 6 images + 1.5 minute video of me showing off my wri..
Locked: 6 images + 1.5 minute video of me showing off my wrinkly soles, pointing my huge big toes, and rubbing/playing with my feet
2022-10-22 16:13:56 +0000 UTC View PostI hope I'm restabilizing. I feel clear-ish right now, though..
I hope I'm restabilizing. I feel clear-ish right now, though still challenged in terms of how much I can do mentally. Went for a walk with a friend, did a little bit of writing, and recorded some vocals for a song Rain produced. Praying to god we're out of the storm for now, though it's only been a few hours so I am trying not to count my chickens before they hatch. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your support and encouragement.
2022-10-22 08:40:15 +0000 UTC View Post20+ pics and 2:21 video of me teasing in booty shorts and fi..
20+ pics and 2:21 video of me teasing in booty shorts and fingering myself in the luscious light. Dear god, please don't let me slip between the cracks of society and spiral down into a fog of homelessness and mental illness. Please bring me grace and help me learn to manage this anxiety and dread. Please bring me back to stability. Please let the depression subside. I am suffering so badly and I just want to wake up from this nightmare.
2022-10-21 15:59:42 +0000 UTC View PostEDIT: Welp, turns out Latuda is NOT for me and started causi..
EDIT: Welp, turns out Latuda is NOT for me and started causing acute psychosis on its own. COOL. Thanks for your patience and understanding. Still working toward independence. Still facing a huge life transition and erratic mood swings about my situation. Still grateful for every dollar. Still returning to hope and surrender as best I can.
2022-10-17 14:05:45 +0000 UTC View PostThe locked video is 5+ minutes of me rubbing my clit till a ..
The locked video is 5+ minutes of me rubbing my clit till a nice, gentle orgasm. Took a break from reading the Dalai Lama because I just had to touch myself- the past few days I've felt turned on by everything, myself included. I imagined Rain waking up and "catching" me and then finishing me off with his tongue but no such fantasy played out, alas. Maybe next time 😈
2022-10-16 14:13:03 +0000 UTC View PostI am remembering myself in all of my forms, and boy howdy ha..
I am remembering myself in all of my forms, and boy howdy has it been a wild ride. Last night I had another wave of panic and mental anguish. Sat on the couch increasingly hysterical, contemplated going in to the local treatment center, poor Rain at a loss for what to do with me. He and a benadryl calmed me down and helped me talk myself through the madness. These waves feel increasingly purposeful, like the purging of layers of fear, shame, and guilt built up over many lifetimes. I've been researching the relationship between psychosis and shamanism, seeing how many markers of a shamanic path have been present in my own life (ecstatic visionary states, inexplicable physical illness and recovery, native lineage whose beliefs and practices align with what I've felt called to explore on my own, an experience of ego death/hell), and how that way of looking at my experiences makes sense and offers a path to healing rather than isolation and further fear. The wave of panic was followed by a wave of calm and feeling of connectedness to my ancestors and the universe. Then in sleep, I had a dream in which I was carrying BB in a bag through a series of cavernous rooms. One of them kept repeating, as if loading on a loop. Finally, breaking free of the loop, I stumbled into a bush with a crocodile beneath it, and the crocodile had a massive hole in its face and snout, as though half of its skull was a candy dish. I was startled at first, but saw another woman near it and was not afraid. I was brought to a circle with other women who were having some sort of book club, who were kind and matter-of-fact about me joining the circle- not an act of charity, just a recognition of unfolding and rightness, as though I was claiming a spot that had always and would always be mine. I awoke with a numb right arm, being told that I was re-membering myself, and I had a sense of steady support from a spirit guide. I felt an awareness of my own lineage, an empathy for my mother's suffering, and a wave of peace and support from the many "crazy" women who came before me whose gifts got them murdered, maligned, rejected, and institutionalized. I am connected to the earth and the divine in a very special way, and this process is an initiation into my true self that has been trying to break through in me for a very long time. To the one eyed crocodile, thank you. To those who are here for my nakedness in all its forms, thank you. To those who are on their own paths of awakening in this lifetime, thank you for following the thunderous call in your heart. We are in good company.
2022-10-15 20:56:59 +0000 UTC View Post