It's been really difficult to make content in the thick of t..
Added 2022-12-03 20:37:52 +0000 UTCIt's been really difficult to make content in the thick of this depression. I'm overwhelmed by fear for my future on a near-constant basis, realizing at 33 years old that I'm an Adult *hild who never formed discipline or learned how to take care of life's responsibilities on my own. I've been recklessly careening from one codependent situation to the next, I've only held one full time job in my life and it ended in a nervous breakdown, and I don't have family to fall back on while I get my mental health sorted. I feel like my life's trajectory suddenly looks VERY grim. And my meds have made me gain a bunch of weight so I'm not loving my face these days. I just needed to get these ruminations out somewhere. Thanks for reading.
