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Accepting tip donations or CA/V3NM03 @SunshinHazeXO to try t..

Added 2024-10-15 18:16:13 +0000 UTC

Accepting tip donations or CA/V3NM03 @SunshinHazeXO to try to get my life back together after being SA’d by my last partner last week. It’s hard to get in the mood rn.. 😔

Also; It may be a bit before I am able to shoot content again. I am in the process of re-designing Da Muddaship v.4-5.0? Idk which version but I AM enjoying that at least. Designing a new space that is MINE to make comfortable, safe & a reflection of the new ME!

There’s still so much to be done but I’m in no rush. In due time, I will correct my wrong doings, repair damages to bridges my crazy pyro ass burnttt and balance will be restored in my life. Anything removed does not serve my highest power and I do not mean position or control but MY souls contract.

I thought a protection order would make me feel safer but now that he’s breaking it without a care shows “no I do NOT consent” and “NO, YOU LEGALLY CANNOT DO THIS TO ME” don’t mean anything to him. ‘No’ is not a word in his vocabulary unless he’s using it, as it seems.. I don’t think I will FULLY feel safe until he is behind bars. Which is making finding work difficult. I need to heal my mind first. ❤️‍🩹

I’m happy to be free & surrounded with genuine love and support again but I have a LONG journey of healing my inner-self and learning to fully love myself to do first. Things can only get better from here. That I know to be certain! 💯