Hey friends and fans! As mentioned in the past, I am most active, and you will receive the most frequent updates on my twitter account (yes, I know they've trying to push their rebrand for over a year). Here on OF continues to be the only place to purchase access to my premium photo sets. Asymmetry of the right breast continues to plague me, as does the emotional and mental toll, but I am determined to stay the course. Here's the latest photo of me with a fresh hair cut. I may not be able to fill both cups of my custom bra with bare boob, but it fits cozy with my filler/spacer bra that has a nice amount of padding on the right.
Hi friends and fans!
Sorry I have been absent from this website. I am most active on Twitter! These past three months have been difficult ones for me, indeed. A summary, below, follows:
At the beginning of the summer, my right implant ruptured. At the end of the summer, on August 25th, I had it repaired and the thin skin reinforced with an Acellular dermal matrix (ADM), which is basically scaffolding that the deepest layers of skin grows into.
Unfortunately the August surgery was ill-fated from the beginning. Delayed wound healing combined with a recurrent seroma caused the scar to weaken and thin. Seroma is a common complication of ADMs. On November 14th, the thin scar was excised and re-closed. I had my stitches out yesterday (Dec 18th) and my drain removed last week. The seroma , unfortunately, seems to be returning, but hopefully the skin is healed strongly enough to withstand the pressure this time.
This past year has been marked by continued dramatic asymmetry and thus sadly no new photo shoots. Additionally, there has been emotional difficulty; struggling with my body being not how it should be, a prolonged state of medical recovery, and regular life circumstances and stresses that arise around the end of the year every year for me have been contributing factors with which I've been struggling, and thus why I've been absent.
Hopefully the new year holds good things for me and for you as well, and everything can get back on track and we'll be happy and good again soon, and I can produce more awesome boob content for everyone to enjoy.
I received a birthday gift!!! My birthday isn't until the 6th, but I couldn't wait any longer, and opened it!!
There's still time to send me a birthday gift if you're so inclined! Things should still arrive on time!! The wishlist below is set up to, theoretically, accept items not already listed, and still keep my address private.
https://www.amazon.ca/hz/wishlist/ls/ZRMSTQHJX55Q?ref_=wl_share
This set of 24 images (+1 preview) features my 3025cc implants, a green string bikini, playful posing, and my unbridled self confidence. These photos were taken the weekend prior to ascending to the hidden size of 4050ccs before everything went catastrophically wrong, starting the long, far more complex journey back to today. Priced at 75¢ per image, this small price increase will help recoup the cost to repair my ruptured right implant.
Hey there friends and fans~!
It's going on 2 weeks since my right implant ruptured. I am in contact with my surgeon, and we're hoping that all the pieces are in place by July. Of course, one of the biggest pieces is finances, and I'm considering doing some fundraising sets to help lighten that load.
Let me know in the comments if there's any interest in an asymmetry photo shoot where I either feature or artfully hide the deflated right implant.
"Hoppy" lunar new year!
Even though it's not technically here yet!!
This year I am trying to work on focusing less on perfection and completion! I make a lot of art each year and yet share so little of it! I intend to be less critical of myself in order to share what I create and to ultimately grow my skills as an artist and as a model.
Happy October everyone! I'm now back in university and getting adjusted to classes for the fall semester. New premium content is still in the works! I'm hoping to take some fun Halloween themed non-premium photos in celebration of my favourite month! Between my birthday at the beginning, and Halloween at the end, and the mid-month emergence of that glorious autumn woodland scent, there's so much I'm looking forward to over the next four and a half weeks! Be sure to treat yourselves to some candy, apples, or whatever slakes your sweet tooth this month!
By a landslide, colour won the popular vote for this set!
This set of 12 features my 3025cc implants in an orange string bikini! The sunset warmth of the room gives an almost romantic, intimate glow.
Hey friends and fans!
I need your help with a big decision!!
I can't choose which variant I like better for this set; B+W or colour!
Vote in the poll below to let me know which variant you prefer!
Also vote on twitter for twice the influence!
The variant with the most combined votes (Twitter and OF) will be released for sale after the poll ends!
https://twitter.com/StabbyDraws/status/1562196474967953409
Hey friends and fans!
I know it’s been a long time, but my right breast is finally well down the road of recovery. Although it’ll be a bit longer before I can start making new sets, I finally feel good enough to release a few unreleased sets! These photos were taken in September 2020, with my breasts measuring in at an impressive 3025ccs each! That’s just over 3kg (6.6lbs) per titty!
I am obsessed with orange! Look at the way this bright, jubilant tone looks on my milky skin! It’s no wonder it’s my favourite colour!!
More photos in this same bikini are in the works! I’ve been working on bettering my image editing to produce more professional-looking content and arranging the images to create more cohesive sets. 16 images in this one! Hope you all enjoy!!
Hey friends and fans!
I got my sutures out a few days ago, and nothing has gone horribly, catastrophically wrong yet!!!
It's nearing on week 4 after surgery and I am continuing to treat the surgical sites with kid gloves. It's neat feeling the fill port just under the skin. Feeling how thin the scar tissue stretched over the fill port is, compared to the skin tissue directly adjacent, gives me new appreciation for how wonderful the human body is, and for how perilous new scar tissue actually is. Since it's so thin I'm being very careful with reaching, stretching, lifting, and motions that engage the pectoral muscle, or the one under the armpit along the side, which the fill port is either on top of or poking through.
Statistically, most post-surgical infections happen a month or less following surgery, so I'm continuing to hold my breath on getting too excited that things have succeeded until after that time has passed. I'm continuing to monitor my BP, temperature, and heart rate at set times throughout the day to watch for signs of infection. So far so good on that front!!
Speaking of stitches, the attached photos are of my current crochet project! I thought you might like to know that I've been keeping my hands busy ever since surgery, and crochet is a good way for me to do that. I keep jumping back and forth between making squares and sewing them together. I think I need about 90 to make a queen sized blanket!
Hi friends and fans!
A quick update about how I am doing! It has been about 12 hours since I got out of surgery, and I am recovering well from the anaesthesia. Things are very sore on the right side of my body, I feel like I have had an extensive workout session where I over-exerted and pulled my right pectoral, shoulder, and upper back. This pain will subside over the coming days. For now I am holed up in my hotel resting as much as I can handle.
I've recovered well from the anaesthesia and am eating solid foods which are gentle on the tummy. Hopefully this speed of progress continues apace and my right side heals well.
My sense of humour and whimsy is still intact. Here is Froggalina reading me some Eldritch scripts on the Kindle to help me sleep. Seems perfectly safe, right?
Hey friends and fans! Everyone’s been asking “where the heck is Stabby, where has she been?!” I’ve been almost entirely inactive on this and most other platforms; so, I can understand why you’ve been asking!
Why I’ve been gone:
The shortest version is: In September 2020 I started university, AND I had surgery to go from 3025ccs to 4050ccs! Sadly, it did not heal well, and in December 2020, the right one had to be removed because of infection. I was very sad about this and kept it a secret, letting everyone know what happened just before I had surgery to repair the damage in May 2021.
However, because of early complications, the implant had to be removed from the right AGAIN in July 2021. By this time, I’d had only one implant for almost 6 months, and one very stressful month with a smaller, doomed second implant. My mental health briefly got better but then much worse.
I’d picked up an antibiotic-resistant bacteria in the right breast and had to go on a month-long course of intravenous antibiotics to clear it out. I’ll skim over the medical details, but suffice to say, this was stressful, uncomfortable, and emotionally taxing. Having only one implant, I have temporarily put modelling on the back burner. I intend to resume modelling when my body integrity feels more intact and return to full photo shoots when the left breast and right breast have visually similar volumes.
RIGHT NOW:
It’s now almost November 2021, and I am attending university again. I have been focusing on my mental health and on my foundational drawing skills. Much of my work has not been “on-brand” although I am going to post some of my artwork soon to let everyone see what I’ve been up to. It’s across a very wide range of mediums, including sculpture, textile, traditional drawing, and more. In art, I like to practice a little of everything!
Ongoing Plans:
Subscriptions:
Subscription cost to my OnlyFans page will continue to be free as always.
Regular content:
I intend to continue to draw as often as I am able, and to show off my art, photos, cute plush animal friends and even memes as often as possible on my twitter feed. Onlyfans has always been and will continue to be my more streamlined, less-nonsense posting platform.
Premium content:
I have plans to release unreleased photo sets which were filmed/photographed in 2020 as soon as I am able. It is very emotionally taxing to look back on my huge breasts that I currently do not have, so the editing is slow-going. Mental health first!
Commissions, customs:
Mostly closed, open on a case-by-case basis. I won’t take your money until I’m actively working on your thing. My work speed is substantially slower than my already-slow base normal.
Body mods:
Several small tattoos planned and positions chosen, just need to make the appointment and get the ink stabbed into my skin!
Several piercings planned, need to get up the nerve to go in for the appointment.
Boobs:
I have surgery scheduled for mid-January to place an expander in the right breast again, and to add a bit more fill to the left. Expansion and then equal fill volume between L and R should progress soon after.
Hey friends and fans!
As you know, I love creating tease content. I aim to create scantily clad, steamy, and sensuous imagery in thrilling, creative ways that excite and just a little bit frustrate the viewers.
The following is a 5-minute scripted tease video commissioned by a fan back in August, and it is all of the above and more.
Did you know that you can commission me to create custom video content?!
That means that you can get a custom-made video showing off your exciting scenarios, and watching me do cute, funny, or sultry things I haven’t yet thought to make video content of yet!* Anything we make together I do reserve the right to resell in part or in whole, except if you pay a bit more and opt for a private sale. Then that video becomes yours and yours alone, forever!!
*content must of course be at a level and type which I am comfortable with. Direct message me here or on Twitter for details and terms! Waiting lists may apply. Be sure to mention that you’re contacting me regarding a commission, so I don’t miss your message, and so that you don’t miss out!
This week has seen a confluence of responsibilities, stress and deadlines. I've been balancing loads of schoolwork and private commissions, as well as domestic responsibilities and apartment hunting.
Even just thinking about how busy I've had to be is exhausting! I've ordered takeout more days in a row than I am proud of. So hopefully you're facing less stress today than I am!
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And if you are feeling stressed, hopefully watching me be giggly, jiggly and casual as I model this active wear brings light to your day!
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Two short jiggle bounce videos!
The original didn't run on long enough so I filmed a small short additional video to pair with it!
And, it's October! The month of Halloween! What better time is there than now to show off Stabby's favourite colour; Orange!
Jiggly jiggly jiggly jiggly wiggly jiggly jiggly!! 🧡🧡
Hey friends and fans!
For this set I put on a cute wavy black wig and a tiny fairy bikini. I'm not fully sure how I feel about the wig just yet, but I loved how it contrasted against my skin.
I got 32 great photos for this outfit so I've split it into two sets of 15 premium, plus the two samples.
[Standard set pricing of 50¢ per image applies to this set]
University has me busy lately, but not too busy to get in a set here and there.
Hey friends and fans!
For this set I put on a cute wavy black wig and a tiny fairy bikini. I'm not fully sure how I feel about the wig just yet, but I loved how it contrasted against my skin.
I got 32 great photos for this outfit so I've split it into two sets of 15 premium, plus the two samples.
[Standard set pricing of 50¢ per image applies to this set]
University has me busy lately, but not too busy to get in a set here and there.
A two and a half minute video of me being jiggly, giggly, and silly.
If you hear squeaks, it's not the floor. My tits literally knock wind out of my lungs when I land, hahahahaha.
Recently a family member heard tell of my latest body modifications.
They exclaimed that it sounded like I looked like Jessica Rabbit got caught in a piercing explosion.
Ever the smartass, I decided to draw what that might actually look like.
Enjoy!
I had a lot of fun playing with the colours and levels in this photo set. Hopefully you find it artistic and fun!
The can is a standard 355mL soda can.
Hey friends and fans!
So many of you were so excited to see how this red swimsuit looked on me and my 3025ccs that I've decided to release the images as a 12 piece set! (13 if you include the preview!) I hope you decide to buy and that you love what you see. <3
[Standard set pricing of 50¢ per image applies]
Hey friends and fans, The outfit for this set is a little more fancy, but no less sultry than the last sets. I'm so excited to share these with you! I love how sheer this dress has become because of the implants! 🧡🧡This post unlocks 15 paid images.🧡🧡 As with all previous sets so far, all photos have been taken with an LG G7 phone camera. I'm saving up to get better equipment someday. It's thanks to the support of you amazing people that I know I'll be able to bring you higher-end content someday. Let me know in the comments or on Twitter if you'd like to see more plush animals feature in upcoming sets. Sir Grumpy Goat only wanted to participate in the preview photo for this one.
Hey friends and fans!
I'm very excited to finally release my first set of premium photos at 3025ccs!!
I ran a poll to see many of you were interested in this outfit, and got quite a turnout! The majority of you wanted as many images as possible, so I've decided to release all of the photos from the shoot! There are a total of 41 images across all 3 image packs! Each pack contains a variety of poses from across the set, with no repeats from pack to pack. I got so many great photos that I've decided to include one bonus image in each pack, AND preface each pack with a unique preview image!
This pack unlocks 16 paid images.
Hey friends and fans!
I'm very excited to finally release my first set of premium photos at 3025ccs!!
I ran a poll to see many of you were interested in this outfit, and got quite a turnout! The majority of you wanted as many images as possible, so I've decided to release all of the photos from the shoot! There are a total of 41 images across all 3 image packs! Each pack contains a variety of poses from across the set, with no repeats from pack to pack. I got so many great photos that I've decided to include one bonus image in each pack, AND preface each pack with a unique preview image!
This pack unlocks 11 paid images.
Hey friends and fans!
I'm very excited to finally release my first set of premium photos at 3025ccs!!
I ran a poll to see how many of you were interested in this outfit, and got quite a turnout! The majority of you wanted as many images as possible, so I've decided to release ALL of the photos from the shoot! There are a total of 41 images across all 3 image packs! Each pack contains a variety of poses from across the set, with no repeats from pack to pack. I got so many great photos that I've decided to include one bonus image in each pack, AND preface each pack with a unique preview image!
This pack unlocks 11 paid images.
Hey everyone! I'm finally ready to get back to creating premium content for my most dedicated fanbase! Recovering after surgery is always difficult, and I am so appreciative of how patient you have all been with me.❤️
I'd love to get your input as to how interested in this photo set you are. Would you rather get a 10 or 15 piece set? The price-per-image will be unchanged from the current standard. If the majority of you would prefer the smaller set, unused images will go into future mixed-outfit sets.
I've posted the same poll to Twitter; feel free to vote in both.
Since the poll will determine size, the set will come out shortly after the close of the poll.
