Hi friends 💕 I know I already posted today and slightly spammed my stories with some silly stuff, but I was having a lot of thoughts and wanted to come pop on here and ask u guys some things ✨ I’m having a lot of thoughts about my content and ive been thinking of how I want to switch things up a bit! Any opinions would be super helpful for me trying to figure out what I wanna do 💖 long post incoming so thank you to those of you who read it and give me feedback 💜💜💜 and if you’re just passing through this post, thank u for taking a look at it too 💕
The first thing that’s on my mind is I really miss doing more actual cosplays! Not just sexy versions of characters (although I do have a tonnn of fun with that as well) but like, I really miss crafting and accurately, fully becoming a character. That’s been harder for me to do with lack of being able to do proper photoshoots this past year, but I think I still want to incorporate more cosplays back into my content anyways. I can always do more professional photoshoots in the future when I can easily get with photographers, I just really want to cosplay💜
I feel so motivated to make more things, buying stuff for my Alice cosplay is so so exciting for me because she’s been one of my bucket list cosplays for I think nearly a decade. I’m super hyped up to do it, and although she’s not really a sexy character, I’m really excited to share that with you guys.
At the same time, I realize onlyfans is more of a place for sexy content. I totally understand that is probably what most of you are coming here for, which is awesome and I’m glad there’s a platform now to cater to it. Buuut I do think it’s probably pretty clear with the type of content I post that I don’t only post sexy stuff, I like to be silly and share my actual personality with you guys, I like posting long essays about things I’m getting up to, and silly stuff. I know derpyness and humor isn’t everyone’s cup of tea, but I want to be able to express myself to those of you who are interested in seeing more of my true self and real life adventures.
So the thought occurred to me ~ patreon ~ I used to have a Patreon a long time ago, and it was pretty awesome. It included lewds and stuff but it was a lot less about that and more of showing my personality, creative process, and cosplays. So I had the idea of possibly restarting Patreon for those of you interested in that type of content, making Patreon a bit less lewd/more focused on the wholesome, silly fun stuff and random art projects I do. It would probably be more heavily Cosplay focused than here on onlyfans, but I can see myself posting cosplay content on both platforms, to an extent. I could put like, tutorial videos and behind the scenes stuff on Patreon for people who are more interested in those sort of things and keep onlyfans more focused on the pretty stuffs ~
I also want to experiment with making more YouTube style videos and I think onlyfans or Patreon could be good places for me to warm up to it. I’m a little terrified of YouTube but I have sooo many video ideas, and I’d love to warm up to it by posting content on one of these other platforms first, taking in your constructive critiques and refining my style before actually making my way to YouTube.
I also realllyyyy wanna make us a community discord server!!! But I need ideas for what kinds of stuff to have on there. I also need to find people interested in being mods ~ I’m currently doing research and asking friends who run servers info on this first but I may be openly searching for mods in the near future because the idea of having a discord really excites me ^ ^ it would be such an awesome way to interact with you guys more directly. We could have game nights (among us anyone? 👀), movie nights, chat about fandoms and stuff, plus I could add some special discord rewards on Patreon too, perhaps 🤔🤔🤔
Lastly there’s twitch! The idea of streaming on twitch also really excites me, but I’m currently having some troubles with figuring out how to set everything up ... I’m not very tech savvy >~< Do you guys know of any good resources that could be helpful in getting me set up to stream? I wanna do gameplay streams from my PS4 as well as just chatting streams with ya’llz because the few times I’ve done it have been quite fun!
Ahhhh I’m so glad I finally feel excited and motivated to make content again! Honestly my leprechaun shoot has made me soo inspired to get more crafty and I have so many ideas I just wanna get them all out there!!! Help me prioritize hahaha, what are you most excited about? Perhaps I’ll do some proper polls later on, this is all kinda just stream of consciousness from me right now hahaha.
I love you guys and thank you all so much for your support and tolerance of my various shenanigans 💕💕💕 enjoy this photo of a cosplay I’m really proud of huhuuu
there’s gonna be lots of photos like these in the upcoming set huhu 💚✨ still editing but I think you guys are really gonna like them when they’re done! Taking my time on the videos has been really nice because they’re turning out to be some of my favorite videos I’ve done yet!
also, I’m really digging this steampunk vibe ~ what do you guys think, moarrrrr steampunk shoots in the future?????
✨ this is not a sexy video and not the set for this look ✨ this is a disorganized, jumbled, humorous hot mess, as per usual for me lol 😅
It’s basically me experimenting with making a “YouTube style” video but it’s so weird because what I filmed was kinda disastrous xD I did the best I could with what I have haha
This video is also meant to explain some announcements and that TLDR; I’m currently out of town for a little while for somewhat of medical reasons (regarding my teeth) so I won’t be able to be as responsive to DM’s or accept new custom orders for the time being until I get back home!!! And I don’t know exactly what day that will be yet 🥲
I’ll still be around! But u mighhht see a little less of me for the rest of this month ~
Hope you’re all well 🍀
✨this is a test✨ originally I wasn’t going to post this ~ because it is comprised of bad practice/test footage so it is derpy and I’m not wearing any makeup which is WEIRD for me to post but I’m also trying to be more confident about my face HAHAH ~ but I thought it turned out kindaaa cute annndd I need content to post so here we are 😂 I wanted to mess around and experiment with some random editing effects. I knowww it’s clunky, this is just for fun xD I didn’t wanna spend too much time on it since it’s just test footage
I kinda wanna use one of these songs for an actual project, which one do u like??? songs are hello kitty, hard candy, and plastic electric love by pinkii 💕
also hi everyone I’m back from my kinda sorta mini break thing haha
Finally done with my birthday princess set 💕 Guys this is such a heckin cute vibe:3 I hope you’ll enjoy it ☺️ it’s lewd AF not gonna lie.
There’s 2 videos totaling over 6 minutes and 18 photos ~ including a photo of a new pose exposing some of my 😸 more than I usually do. The videos have a looooot of booty footage, licking cupcakes and my fingers, a liiiitle drool and ahegao.... and some nipple rubbing (over tiny heart pasties) with... cupcake frosting???? uwu
I worked super hard on editing these and while it was challenging, I also had a lot of fun with it. This was a fun little creative challenge for me and I really hope you’ll love it 💕
Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me ☺️
hello 💕 I wanted to thank you guys for letting me take time off to be with my family this week 💜 I made a little video kind of talking about my return and what’s been on my mind recently, but it’s a little bit all over the place xD
the tldr is that you guys mean a lot to me and I really appreciate you ☺️ And also that I’m going to start posting regularly again tomorrow c: (and maybe a quick little something later today as well huhu)
I’m still sad about my great-grandma, but I’m genuinely also really happy that she’s not suffering anymore 💕
That last video ~ when u didn’t realize u we’re still recording hahaha Cx
I really had so much fun with this Valentine’s look, I’m super happy with it! What did u think about this look?
I’m think the cat girl thing needs to be a recurring theme like the way I often do elf girls huhu
💕I love u I love u I love u 💕
I wanted to give u all a little taste of the content in my newest set 💜 I really wanna thank you all for sticking around and supporting me, it seriously means the HECKIN WORLD to me 🥺❤️
completely thought I posted yesterday, oops 😅
I’ll post again later tonight to make up for it 💕
Preview of my valentines set which I shot yesterday huhuuu
Two posts in one day??? Just a quick after shower no makeup selfie :3 huhuuu ✨✨✨Theres some personal stuff in the rest of this post so if u don’t wanna know or it’s tmi please just ignore this post ✨✨✨
cw - acne/pimples/depression/personal stuff u might not care about lol. We’ll be back at our regularly scheduled sexy posts tomorrow xD
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tbh this isn’t a 100% raw image, part of what’s been getting me down lately is that I’ve been having some pretty terrible acne breakouts, and I was not confident enough to post a no makeup selfie without editing out my acne. I’ve slowly started to become more comfortable with my face and body (I still don’t really like how I look but my battle with that is slowly improving) without excessive editing, or any editing at all sometimes, but it’s just my SKIN. It’s so bad I don’t even want to show my face in public sometimes, and you can still tell my skin is horrible even when I wear makeup. And it’s not just my face either. I’m getting it kind of bad on my back and chest. It’s really, realllly affecting my self image lately. Sometimes I shoot things I don’t want to post JUST because of my acne. It’s driving me absolutely insane and I don’t know what to do.
I’m sure my diet is part of it, but the reason I’ve been eating so poorly lately is to save money. I’m trying to build up a savings so I can move out out of my family’s place in the next year, and healthy food is expensive. Lately I’m basically living off of top ramen noodles, Easy Mac, and McDonald’s because with coupons I can sometimes get meals for $4. But it’s soooo unhealthy. Budgeting money for food is such a difficult task dude. I wanna be healthy, but I really wanna move out of this house because it really affects my mental health negatively.
On the note of money and stuff, I’m not making this post to beg anybody for money or anything. You guys already do so much to support me and I really really appreciate it 💕 I just wanted to vent and kinda share where I was coming from with certain things that are affecting me emotionally. I’m trying to be more honest about who I am. I don’t want to pretend to be someone I’m not (unless it’s for sexy role play, cosplay or acting) and I want to bring awareness to mental health issues. And if you’re going through something, I want you to know you aren’t alone ❤️
Anyways, does anyone have any advice? Acne tips? Mental health tips? Budgeting? I need all the help I can get lol. If u actually read this and don’t hate me after the fact thank u ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I know not everybody cares about these sort of things but I appreciate that there are some of u who do ☺️
I know creepy stuff isn’t everyone’s thing but I really love this grimes inspired makeup I did the other day, it was a lot of fun and also gave me lots of ideas. For me it sorta gives off a sexy cyberpunk goblin fairy type vibe which I’m really into lately ✨🧚
also I’m sorry my content hasn’t been super great this month. I had plans for how I wanted my photoshoot schedule to go but I got hit with some pretty hard depression and some changes of circumstance which has really gotten to me lately. In all honesty this month has been really hard for me already, and with my birthday coming up, which I’m actually quite anxious about, I’ve got a lot of stuff going on in my mind and I’m pretty overwhelmed with feelings...
I’ve been trying to put a positive spin on it this year and just enjoy myself, but with everything else going on in the world and my own life, I’m having a really difficult time.
Anyways I’m really sorry to anyone I’ve disappointed. I’m really trying my best 🥺💜
❤️ my lucky Valentine has been chosen ❤️
I did the giveaway drawing tonight as promised and the winner for an exclusive mini lewd set has been selected 💕
If you didn’t win, don’t worry! I’m still sending something special to all of you this Valentine’s Day💜
Excited to start doing photoshoots tomorrow :3
Had a very.... interesting.... breakfast this morning huhuuuu ;3 Here’s a little look at that 👀
Remember today is the last day to enter in my valentines giveaway 💕 winner will be revealed tomorrow ✨ good luck 🧚💫
Heyyy 💕 Just wanted to remind you tomorrow’s the last day to enter to be my special Valentine ❤️ I’ll be doing a drawing on February 9th to find out if it’s you 😋 can’t wait :3
Giving another go at editing this elf set:3 Like I mentioned in the last post about it, it’s gonna be a lot smaller than I originally planned, but I’m gonna be posting it for free c:
I’ll reshoot this outfit at a later date and hopefully get better footage+photos haha
So far I’ve kept up with my daily post goal for the month, what do you guys think about daily uploads?
Ohh yeah I should note the lines on my body are from the corset I was wearing LOL
Asuna costest :3
I’m not at all satisfied with this wig though xD I’ve got some funny footage of me trying to mess with it and it going horribly wrong that I might show you guys soon, but yeah, I got a few decent photos, however it was overall a disaster (I’ve never been more disappointed by a wig before and I’ve used BAD wigs LOL) I’ve never seen a wig shed like this one 😂
Ordered a replacement but it’s not coming for a while 😩 one day I’ll get this cosplay done haha
I've never posted all of these photos before, and I completely forgot they existed, but this was one of the first times I ever tried to take any sort of sexy-ish photos hahaha. Boy have things changed since then. I believe these were from late 2016- early 2017??? Gosh I really miss my long hair :') I'm trying to grow it back now but its taking foreverrr
These are so silly but I think they're kinda cute and thought you guys might enjoy them a bit :3
How are you today?
*****Long post ahead but theres info about some fun EXCLUSIVE Valentine's and Birthday sets I'll be making this month, so if you're interested in getting super rare goodies from me, read all the info belowww *******
here's some fun stuff I wanted to talk with u about ~
I don't have a Valentine this year :( sooo I was wondering if youuu might like to be mine??
I'm gonna make a special little lewd mini set for ONE person to send on Valentine's Day!!! To get a chance to be mine, all you have to do is let me know in the poll below you wanna be my Valentine! I'll also add one extra entry for anyone who sends a tip, buys me a Valentine's gift from my amazon wishlist, or buys a new or past set on here over the next 7 days. On February 9th I'll do a drawing for the winner and announce it here via my Onlyfans stories, then I'll DM the winner and ask them what they would like to see more of.. ass, tiddy, booty, feetsies... etc huhuuuuuu ;3 then I'll shoot and send the set on v day!
ALSOOO I will be making ANOTHER exclusive Valentine's Set that I will send to everyone who sends me a V-day gift from amazon which I will also send out on the 14th. (make sure you DM me and let me know if I should be expecting a V day gift from you so I can make sure you're included! It's okay if the shipping estimate arrival date is after the 14th, but just be sure to let me know you sent something BEFORE the 14th)
*****These sets won't ever be available again after this time so it will be super duperrrr exclusive!!! I'm literally gonna be deleting these off my phone and computer and everything as soon as Valentine's Day passes xD
If you miss out on these, don't worry. I'm also still planning some fun stuff to have posted on Valentine's Day available to everyone! I've gots lots and lots of neat stuff planned c:
Lastly, my birthday is also this month! February 25th to be exact :3
I've decided on my birthday I'm gonna do a livestream opening up gifts from you guys on my amazon wishlist! I haven't decided yet if I'm gonna stream via twitch or onlyfans but I will be sure to post an update once I know for sure. I'm gonna also be sending some special exclusive lewds to those who send me birthday gifts c:
BTW if you get me a Valentine's specific gift (chocolates, flowers etc) please DM me and let me know so I can make sure to open that package for V-day. All other packages I will be saving and assume they are for my b-day livestream!
whewww that was a lot but if you read it all thank you kindly! I hope you're as excited for this month as I am xD I've got so many fun ideas I can't wait to film and shoot!!
Okay guys tbh I’m having a real tough time with editing this set, I thought I liked where I was going with it but ended up actually scrapping the whole thing and starting from scratch because I wasn’t satisfied with it. I think what I might do is make a shorter version with this footage that I have so that it doesn’t go to complete waste, and reshoot the outfit with better lighting and stuff for a full set sometime in the future. I’ll probably end up posting this mini set for free as a thank you for all of your guy’s support and stuff. It super duper means a tonnn to me!
Sorry I’ve teased and backlogged so many sets and outfits, I’m overwhelmed a bit with how much I have to catch up on but I promise I will get it all out ASAP!! This tends to happen to me a lot where I’m not satisfied with a project because I’m incredibly OCD about it, so I scrap it and restart. It can be kinda frustrating when trying to get things done. But I promise I’m working hard on everything! I can’t wait to show you more because I honestly love this outfit and overall look quite a bit :3
I hope you’re doing well ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for an awesome January! I’m super excited for Valentine’s content in February :3
