One thing that I love and is sometimes hard to capture on ca..

One thing that I love and is sometimes hard to capture on camera is any kind of outercourse. I know he would prefer the "inter"course but he knows very well, that that's not happening too often. I used to be a bit ashamed that I didn't like it that much, but my journey to femdom helped me to learn to like myself the way I am with all the different quirks. And not being too big on penetration is certainly one of them. So, rather than feeling apologetic about it, I've embraced it and used it as another tool. I know it's something he would love very much, so it gives me a special kind of power. He's drooling over something I don't really care for all that often. 🤭 It's funny because for me it's the ultimate answer a lot of people have about chastity. "If you lock his dick, what about you?". Some couples are giving cuckolding / hotwifing a shot and that's certainly one answer for that, but my preferred one is just using any other part of his body. 😈 Or at least use it any other way.

It's not like his dick doesn't have a purpose. I love that thing. However, I guess I am seeking different qualities than size and shape. I am more interested in his stamina and horniness and sensitivity. 🤭I don't care if it's one inch or eight. After all, I will mostly just use his tongue. And yes I admit, very rarely, but I do crave even regular sex. But if I had to go completely without it, it wouldn't much that much difference to me. Anyway, my point is, I love putting myself into situations where I have all the leverage on him 😈 I can deny him my pussy all I want because I know he's desperate to feel it and I can tease him very closely with it. And the only temptation I have is thinking how much it would blow his mind if I suddenly just push it in. I guess I'll just do it one day, I just hope he won't blow right in as well🤭

I had an idea for a position where I would be able to grind his dick against my pussy for a while. I usually just sit on him, because it's been difficult to make it how I imagined. The tantric chair is working exactly as I hoped it would. 🥰 It's big enough that we both fit and the curvature is naturally pushing us together. It was quite hot. 🥵I loved feeling his dick on my pussy, and letting him play with me. It was thrilling giving him easy access like that. Letting him play with me. I enjoy the contrasting experience of being quite easy to reach, letting him play with my clit and slide his dick on my smooth shaved pussy, while simultaneously keeping him denied anything more. 🤭

When I was slowly jerking his oiled dick while he was playing with my swollen clit, it felt unsurprisingly intimate. 🥵 But I was amazed at how much I enjoyed the slow teasing of it. It felt quite mutual. More often than not I am just setting a situation where I do all the things, mostly for whim to suffer through. ... Or pleasure through. If that's a thing. 😅 Sometimes the border is a bit blurry. Anyway, I wanted to let him feel close to me, to remind him what's he missing, and be very direct about it by giving him a bit of a wet dick, without feeling my inside. But in the end, I feel the teasing was going a bit both ways. I admit, that I enjoyed the tension. Didn't even tell him to make me cum later, I wanted to hold on to that feeling and stay horny for a while longer. Though I guess it feels different for me when it's a few days and I do it by choice. I wonder if I went for a while how it would affect my keyholding. Would I become more empathetic towards his frustration, or would I just be more horny to see him suffer? 😈 Maybe one day I'll give it a deliberate scientific attempt.