This one is going to be a bit different 🤭You'll quickly find..

This one is going to be a bit different 🤭You'll quickly find out why.

There are lot of sessions when I focus so hard on teasing Luke out of his mind, that I accidentally edge myself. Things like outercourse, anytime I grind my pussy on him, or even just when I play with him and give him a slow sensual handjob ... well, actually anything we do, I do because I find it erotic and amusing. 😅 Sometimes I order him to make me cum, sometimes I do it myself later. And on occasions, I hold on to that feeling of being horny and channel it further as a source of perverted inspiration. It's funny because while I make Luke go 3 weeks without any relief, I am pretty proud of myself when I can abstain 3 days, before giving in. I have no idea how he can manage it, especially, since I do my best to make it as difficult as possible, though I am often not giving too many other options 😈

Anyway, there was something I was curious to experience. When I decide to stay horny for a few days, it's just me, who made myself horny. I don't get that intentional "care" from somebody else like Luke is getting from me. So, since I am putting him through weeks of denial, I've begun to wonder how I would take just a taste of it. So, here's the thing, I bought myself a female chastity belt 😂 It's not something I'll be wearing for long, but at least for the occasion I wanted to feel the whole of it and how it feels being unable to touch myself, while he's trying his best to make me as horny as possible.


And if you are wondering, no, that doesn't mean he'll be unlocked. I mean, the idea of him exploring my body with his tongue while neither of us can't do jack about it was thrilling and it sounded like fun. And I won't spoil fun 🤭

I got the feeling even before we started, that it's going to be a lot harder than I expected it to be, and boy was I right 😅 I wonder if every guy who's denied would be great at this. The way he pinched my nipples, the exact amount of force, the licking, the tapping on the belt, reminding me how I can't touch myself, his fingers and tongue all over my body. First, I was kinda proud of him 🤭 Secondly ... I was ... well, I still am ... so fucking horny 🥵 I told many times, that the longer he's locked the better I feel he is at eating my pussy. It always feels like he's connecting better with me. I wonder if it's helping to make him better at teasing me as well. And most importantly, I wonder if I could channel it as well 😈Should I deny myself, to be a better keyholder? It gave me a lot to think about. Mainly a lot of horny things to think about 🤭

It was so hot to imagine that how I felt when he teased me is how he's feeling, just ten times more intense when the roles are as usual. I must admit, I've really enjoyed it. When I slid my finger under the belt afterward it felt like I was sticking it into a bottle of lube 😂 Well, to make it more fun and daring I pledged that I won't cum, at least until our next time. 🥵 So, that's going to be a few days. Don't laugh, you know it feels like a lot to me. Kinda hard to ignore that my magic wand is in the top drawer, just over there. Fuck I would love to use it 🥵 But it's kinda funny, because on the one hand, I would really crave the orgasm, but part of me wants to dig deeper, to experience a bit of the frustration firsthand. And I have the feeling that I will enjoy denying him even more because of this because I will understand better how difficult it is. Well, I would need to extrapolate a lot, but you get how I mean it. Haha, anyway, that's probably the first session I am ending hornier than him. 🤭😅What a fun weekend.