I’ve been thinking lately that I wanna make more content for my OF. Like not just live content, but all kinds of content, add up smth new to my page iykyk. 😏 But it’s kinda nerve-wracking. I mean I’ve never done that before, you know? So here I am, sitting in my gaming chair and figuratively biting my nails and pulling my hair, cause I don’t know if I should do it. On one hand - I’m scared, I’m anxious, I don’t believe that I can make something good. On the other - I really want to! sooo what should i do? Comment or DM me.. cuz I am confused >.<
In my recent posts I said that I have social anxiety. Honestly that is one of the reason i got to OF, I would never think that I can share with something meaningful here, I had this stigma that OF only for sexual activities, but I see now that you can find a lot of genuine people here who are ready to support and listen 🤗
For me OF became a safe space where I can get new friends. It helps me to find people I can share pieces of my life and emotions, not being lonely, being able to make new best friends online. My phobia makes it really difficult to find a good job. OF helps me to pay for my bills and getting closer to my dream to get a big house for our family ❤️
After everything that happened to me (previous post) I developed the social anxiety disorder 🙇♀️ for those who never faced anything like that is - anxiety of any kind of social interaction, I am always anxious about any kind of interaction when it comes to new people in my life 😶 any new person who tries to get into convo with me just makes me feel like I have headache, panic attacks, trembling and like I am chilled 🥶 I am going through tough time in my life and trying to do something with it, but nothing really helps at this moment. I think I tried everything...
I am really dreaming about becoming a normal girl, being able to speak to people outside whenever I want 🗣 But I realize i need to learn it now from scratch and I don't understand how can I do it. Onlyfans helps me to go through it, some people are really polite and helpful here 😇 and getting friends here first seems less stressful for me before we can move to the next step. You have no clue how helpful is every message in my DM's, it helps me with my phobia.. 😇
I hope you won't be too judgy with it, and all this won't turn you off.. because transparency with you is very important for me 🤗🤗 If you are shy to text me in DM about it, just press a like button 💔
First things first, I would like to share with you a story that affected me and my life in general. It happened a year ago. As always, I was scrolling through my IG when I unexpectedly received a DM from a man trying to get to know me better 😇 I was surprised because I didn’t usually get DMs from unknown people at that point. I saw that we had a few mutual followers, which is why I replied to him. We chatted a little, but I wasn’t interested in going forward with him because I am very introverted, and he was a little pushy 🥺
He started texting me every day, and I didn’t show any interest back, replying to him very slowly. He was getting angry about that. He was really creepy, and at some point, he started sending me the addresses of my home and places I visited. I felt so bad that I didn’t know what to do. He was very jealous, even with my friends. He was way older than me, which made me feel even worse. I didn’t know what he wanted from me, and since I had few friends, I didn’t know whom to tell about this. This went on for a few months, and I was really scared to go outside 😭😭
The consequences affected me drastically. I was stuck in my head, and I didn’t realize at that point that I had developed social anxiety disorder. I’d like to share with you how I am living with it now, and I need your help with it. It’s tough to talk about, but soon I will share more details with you 🥺
I have always been geeky girl. I never found interesting spending time going out to clubs or parties, at first I was feeling something is wrong with me but then I realized everyone is different and it's okay to be so. I love staying at home in the cozy evenings on Friday, playing my fav computer games (genshin, witcher, league of legends and etc) or watching some anime.. btw if youi ever wanna discuss anime with me i would be super happy with that hahaha😇 I am also huuuge manga and manhwa lover lol.. I have veeery low social batttery even when I was choosing a job I picked one where I can spend most of my time at home on my pc. Most of my friends are online, our fav place to chill is discord lol, fav place for shopping is a steam store.. we always spend a lot there hahaha 🍒 Honestly I didn't expect that much feedback in DMS I have got from previous post that means I am going to share more of "me" on this page. I would like to share with you with something personal and give you more context about the story. Your feedback in DM's really encouraging me to keep posting stuff like this. Thank you!
🔴PLEASE dont forget TO TURN ON RENEWAL -once done msg me, i will check it and send you a special gift 😉🥰 ama goooood girl tudu tudududu tudu tudududu ^^
just a heads up - I am not here to just sell videos and pictures of me naked. I hope you are cool with with linking up and chat first ^^ Let's keep our interactions respectful and kind, and I'll do the same to you 💜
i'm the fresh face here and doing it all by myself 🙏 Replies and new vids might take a tiny bit longer, oops! 😅 But you know what? I personally respond to each message with care 💕
I don't like to go out much, so I usually stay at home, can't do anything about it 🙃 I have a naughty not so innocent side I like to keep behind the scenes here which you have to find 😏
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heyyyy guess what?? today i tried my first professionaI make up 😮 my bestie is veeeery good at it. usually I'm not into makeup thing like you've seen in my previous posts lol 👾 but I thought, why not give it a shot? lemme know what u thinking in dms more like baddie mup or more innocent no make up face??? 🥺
🔴PLEASE dont forget TO TURN ON RENEWAL -once done msg me, i will check it and send you a special gift 😉🥰 ama goooood girl tudu tudududu tudu tudududu ^^
