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still one of my favorite lingerie sets to this day lol

still one of my favorite lingerie sets to this day lol

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week 7 of pilates every day has been doing me good

week 7 of pilates every day has been doing me good

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making lunch, u want anything?

making lunch, u want anything?

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swipe 4 tiddies

swipe 4 tiddies

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moaning for u

moaning for u

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if anyone wants to send me $$$ for these v cute lingerie set..

if anyone wants to send me $$$ for these v cute lingerie sets u get free pics πŸ’—

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sending out a free surprise in ur dm for those with renew on..

sending out a free surprise in ur dm for those with renew on πŸ’—

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hi happy friday! let's talk! πŸ’— sorry for what is probably g..

hi happy friday! let's talk! πŸ’—

sorry for what is probably going to be me yapping for however long, but i have a couple things i wanna share with you guys.

over the past year or so, i've been feeling like i strayed further and further from the content i really enjoyed making. i felt directionless, unfulfilled, distracted, depressed, etc. it was an interesting year long story short, i'll spare you the details. i wasn't really feeling very passionate about anything to be 100% honest. i felt stumped with streaming and onlyfans, as i'm sure it's been evident for quite some time now. when i feel overwhelmed, i tend to back away from things and situations instead of dealing with them head on.
i know this was probably the last thing you'd expect to be reading on onlyfans, but i always want to be transparent and honest about my thoughts and feelings, especially when it comes to such a big part of my life.

as i've gotten older, i feel like i'm changing entirely as a person- and very rapidly. but i like the new self i'm becoming. i say all this to say, i don't quite enjoy some of the things i used to. i'm maturing and evolving and i feel like i began to resonate less and less with onlyfans, or at least some of the content i was beginning to make. and as goofy as this might sound, my aesthetic and things i align with are changing too.

unfortunately, although the money is nice, i have morals and have always felt conflicted on some of the things i've shared and posted on here over the past few years. i constantly feel so much pressure to put out something new and impressive to cater to you all. by all means, in no way am i trying to say your requests have made me feel this way or whatever you might make of that statement. i just feel like there are still some things i want to keep private, keep to myself, and share with someone i love.

i can confidently say that you'll probably never see a sex tape from me?? i know a lot of you request it and over the last few years, i've asked my past boyfriends if they'd ever be comfortable with it and they all have said no. i'm learning i'm okay with keeping some of these things to myself.

i say all this to say, i just wanna have fun posting on here again and enjoying it. i've always loved onlyfans and you're all always so kind to me and so understanding and i appreciate your patience with me above all, i really can't thank you enough for your support over the years 😭🫢🏼

i'll still be doing ppv and whatever else i feel like, but please don't expect full on porn from me. that's never what i wanted this to be, especially as i begin to explore other avenues of content creation and doing more of what i love.

i just wanna have fun again ultimately. that starts now, so i hope you enjoy these goofy selfies of me holding some dildos πŸ€ͺ
if you read this, thank you and much love. thank you for your support 🫢🏼
here's to a new beginning!

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if u didn't buy me anything for valentines day u don't deser..

if u didn't buy me anything for valentines day u don't deserve to jork it to me

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happy luv day, new vday stuff coming soon πŸ’˜ and no i didn't ..

happy luv day, new vday stuff coming soon πŸ’˜
and no i didn't forget about the ppv lolz

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i'm thinking of sending out these extra spicy hotel room pic..

i'm thinking of sending out these extra spicy hotel room pics as ppv, thoughts?

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a day late but better late than never right? 🀭

a day late but better late than never right? 🀭

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been super busy lately trying to work on my youtube and irl ..

been super busy lately trying to work on my youtube and irl streams and all that, but i'm gonna try my best to get a post up tomorrow πŸ’— happy saturday!

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i still have more 🀫

i still have more 🀫

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i got new bedsheets

i got new bedsheets

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forgot to post these last month.. should i post more? 🀭

forgot to post these last month.. should i post more? 🀭

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sorry for the background noise btw i'm running a bath lol πŸ™‚

sorry for the background noise btw i'm running a bath lol πŸ™‚

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how nice of them to put sex handles in the bath tub new stuf..

how nice of them to put sex handles in the bath tub
new stuff coming soon btw

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MY NEW TOYS ARE HERE FINALLY

MY NEW TOYS ARE HERE FINALLY

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free nudes til the end of the year if u buy me the lewis ham..

free nudes til the end of the year if u buy me the lewis hamilton x murakami drop LMFAO (this is not a joke)

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i just bought some new toys so expect some new ppv soon 🀭

i just bought some new toys so expect some new ppv soon 🀭

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wanna shower with me?

wanna shower with me?

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i'm so obsessed w this new set 🀩 i feel like a rich housewif..

i'm so obsessed w this new set 🀩 i feel like a rich housewife waiting for my husband to get home lolz

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kinda wanna do a full lingerie set like this

kinda wanna do a full lingerie set like this

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my toxic trait is thinking i'd be a good stripper lolz

my toxic trait is thinking i'd be a good stripper lolz

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which one is ur fav?

which one is ur fav?

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hi i missed u guys <3 lots of new posts going up today!!

hi i missed u guys <3
lots of new posts going up today!!

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pov i'm riding u

pov i'm riding u

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little health/life update! thanks for listening πŸ’—

little health/life update! thanks for listening πŸ’—

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will send nudes if u buy me starfield on steam πŸ’— update: was..

will send nudes if u buy me starfield on steam πŸ’—
update: was sent starfield already but thank u for the interest hehe

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