weather forecast called for snow but i didn't want to skip mirror monday so here's a booty shot high in altitude βοΈ
where do you think i jet set off to? π
e x h i b i t i o n i s t
"a person who enjoys exposing or displaying themselves in a public or semi-public manner"
and enjoy i do!
i LOVE pleasure π
and it turns me on even more when other people feel turned on by MY pleasure
i love watching someone look at me, and i can see it in their face that their mind went somewhereΒ π
iΒ love knowing that my stories, my body, my expression and my pleasure invoke tingly feelings of lust in other people
i do love me a good outdoor bang sesh (actually have several fun stories from diff countries on my travel about that!), but it's not just about people accidentally seeing me
sure that's fun, but there is something deeply thrilling for me about people who watch with *intention*
who consent to seeing me receive pleasure flooding through my body
some of my fantasies include:
- going to a sex club where there is a window or dedicated room for strangers to watch me being pleased
- going to an adults only resort like Hedonism or Desire where people are there on purpose knowing that lust is in the air and they're free to do whatever they want (with consent of course)
- a more intimate "hot wife" encounter, where my partner watches, potentially from a chair drinking a glass of whiskey π, as a bull with a big π completes his mission of leaving me soaked and shaking on the bed
it drives me wild to think about my pleasure igniting someone else's lust, and in turn that leads to more pleasure for me
where everyone in the room has the same mission of me having as many Os and feeling as sensational in my body as possible
mmm can't wait to see which of my fantasies plays out first ππ
if i'm not dancing around (half) naked
i practically live in lululemon (being a yoga teacher in north america does that to you!)
so here's a post run sweaty π snap in a colour that is apparently not the most discrete when it cums to π¦
any other legging lovers out there?
happy pre halloween π
not really a "spooky season" fanatic
but may or may not have brought a pumpkin to a trail and taken some photos for you!
def showcasing my "procrastination" personality trait, but i'm sure y'all won't mind if i extend pumpkin photos for a few days past halloween, right? π
a lil video of me removing my panties before a masturbation π¦ session
woulda preferred you to take them off with your teeth though π
happy hump day lovers π€
my hormones are always RAGING after my moon π cycle
i love giving myself a few days to rest and replenish
eat snacks on the couch and binge watch rom coms curled up in a ball sending chill vibes to my ovaries
and then after two days ... it feels like literally EVERYTHING turns me on
a constant tingle
steady ready drip of moisture π¦ in my sensitive zones ...
i was having a conversation about fantasies over breakfast π recently
and despite the exhaustion, i honestly can't stop thinking about how good it feels when my entire body floods with pleasure after sexy stimulation
whether that's received from my own expert touch or someone else's tongue π
so probably going to take some action on a few of these self pleasure DM requests y'all have been asking for π
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Exhibitionist
85% Rope bunny
83% Non-monogamist
74% Dominant
68% Experimentalist
60% Switch
57% Vanilla
52% Submissive
46% Brat tamer
42% Master/Mistress
... since a bunch of y'all are apparently curious! π
i've probably got stories for all ... which one are you most curious about?
operation tan lines in effect!
thank you to everyone who contributed to my tanning membership so that i can have 10 mins of warmth and keep my cute tan lines even though it's now officially brisk autumn π weather here in canada!
i felt so happy laying there feeling the heat on my skin and the full body warmth (and eventual sweat) of the moment, and i'm excited to keep my golden glow!
as promised, i took a sneaky lil video in the tanning booth that's now in your DMs for everyone who donated towards keeping my tan lines alive! π
WOW
honestly i almost had tears in my eyes reading the messages several of you sent me after my last post
fellow female content creators π #empoweredwomenempowerwomen
and many of my most supportive, loyal subscribers (you know who you are π)
THANK YOU
for taking the time to share with me your perspectives, and send me your kind words of support and encouragement
i was really feeling a bit lost in the wilderness of this platform, but i took some time to sit and reflect on what i actually wanted and how i really felt about it all
and i came up with my answer:
i love sharing on here with you
i love expressing myself and sharing my stories, and showing up on here authentically as i am
and i can continue to do that regardless of if my page is paid or not
i let myself get wrapped up in the "expectations" of a paid page, and what i was telling myself it all meant
those of you who got to know me before i move to paid were able to determine for yourself if we were aligned, and if you felt called to contribute to my journey on here
that feels good to me
i LOVE sharing stories about my life
and i also have views to speak about that are too important to be locked behind a pay wall (for now, at least) on topics that are near and dear to my heart, from divine feminine energies to mental health and anxiety to collective consciousness, and full time digital nomad-ing and a heap of things in between!
so right now, i feel comfortable with sharing the more PG parts of my life freely on my page for all the world to see, and leaving any explicit stuff to PPV posts/messages a la carte style for you to choose if and as you wish
while setting clear boundaries around my time and energy in the DMs
so that's how i will proceed!
my intention isn't to please everyone - it's to stay true to myself, and trust that my people will find me and choose to stay
you can be the juiciest peach in the world, and there will still always be people who don't like peaches π
so thank you to all of you who value my peach and are sticking around to watch my hot mess of an evolution on here π
i am feeling discouraged on here ...
a lot of you send me the sweetest DMs saying how much you appreciate my stories and the insight they give into my personality
which is exactly my intention and i appreciate your messages so much!
but then someone made a comment that "people pay for porn" on this platform, and that's just not aligned with where i'm at
but there is also truth in it
one of my friends made β¬1,000 in her first month on here because she's totally all about sharing explicit content openly, and honestly all the power to her for that!
i have fun taking photos and videos, sharing my stories and chatting to you on here
but it also requires time and energy, and i am trying to find a balance
i want you all to feel like you're getting what you want
and i also want to feel like i am staying true to myself, and not pouring from an empty cup
should i have kept my page free so that if you want to stick around for stories, you can, and if you want to see more explicit PPV content, you can make that conscious choice yourself?
do i need to accept that this OF world is not for me, as i put way more energy into this that i receive in return and i can't give people what they actually want anyways?
i don't know ...
but here is my midnight mood in the spirit of authenticity!
my tan lines are disappearing and i'm sad about it π’
honestly summer technically only ended a few days ago but autumn didn't waste any time zapping the heat right out of the air
and my irish genetics don't fair well in the cold!
i also have every recessive feature with blonde hair and blue eyes π
so getting a base tan is already enough of a mission, and once i have it, i hate losing it!
i always try to be as au naturel as possible, but i'm really considering getting some minutes at the local tanning salon so i can avoid getting a sunburn and turning into a lobster when i finally fly back to the beach!
anyone feel as passionate about tan lines as me and want to gift me a contribution towards a tanning package? π
i will be forever grateful, and maybe one day as an extra thank you, i could even take a video of me playing with myself in the tanning booth just for you?! π
date #3 with a Dom
i have been talking to this man for over a year now
we met on fetlife while i was abroad, but actually don't live too far from each other in canada!
so now since i've been back, we've gone on two simple dates to gauge chemistry and interest, and they've gone well!
nothing wild has happened yet, as we're both pursuing connections with the potential for long term, so taking our time to get to know each other under the surface of our kinks
he is a very well spoken, calm and composed Dom
which actually makes me feel a bit nervous because i am such an extroverted, open energy, floaty, all over the place excitable hot mess kinda gal π
but our lines of communication are open, which is a non negotiable for me, so i am enjoying learning more about him, as he apparently is about me!
he isn't unfamiliar with a camera πΈ either, which is a beautiful bonus because, as you know, i've wanted to experiment more with being photographed!
he actually reminds me a bit of the super chill and composed introverted Dom i met in the Dominican Republic, who ended up being the first person i ever let tie me up with ropes π ... who was also good with a camera! i really liked him actually!
but anyways i am looking forward to date #3 this week - i'll keep you posted how it goes π
i won a sex shop raffle prize photoshoot!
i filled out one of those little raffles they have at the checkout counter at a sex shop after one generous man sent me $$ to buy a new vibrator
i know the purpose is just to collect people's emails, and *everyone* probably won because they want to upsell you
but anyways i won this sexy photoshoot, and i was really excited about it!
it was my first professional photoshoot, ever, and full disclosure i was nervous AF
i actually cried on my way there because i didn't know how it was possible that i was going to feel sexy with a camera pointed at all my insecurities
but the girl was SO kind to me and helped me calm my nerves and get over my self consciousness, and she was so empowering as she guided me into poses, incorporating silks for that extra artistic touch!
this is my fave photo because it feels both sensual and sexy
and now it is really high on my bucket list to do a full boudoir photoshoot (or two, or ten!)
for my next one, should i choose lace or leather?
i sold these soaking wet panties π¦
i went on a date with a man who turned out to be a sub who was really into cuckolding
i am an exhibitionist by nature
and a hedonist who loves nothing more than receiving pleasure π
so when he asked me if he could buy a pair of my panties off me after i wore them on a kinky date with another man ... i was thrilled!
i consider myself to be a bit of a brat, so it felt like i was getting a double dose of pleasure, and really enjoyed knowing everyone was getting exactly what they wanted - especially me!
i am definitely interested in experiencing more in the realm of cuckolding
the thought of getting f*cked by a Dom while being watched by another man is a super huge turn on for me, so i am excited for the day when this opportunity presents itself!
just typing this out actually has my current panties feeling a bit moist π
THANK YOU
so many of you have DM'd me with really kind words about the stories i share here
and i really appreciate the fact that you listen, and are interested in my life and adventures!
i know that there are SO many options of different pages on this platform, with such a range of things that you can get access to
some free, some paid
some with endless daily content and explicit videos
but that's just not me or my intention
i don't play a role on here - i am me both here, and in the real world
i am an entrepreneur, i travel full time, i have friends and a family, AND i also have a sex life
i believe my purpose in life both here and in my offline life are all about expansion, empowerment and living a soul led life of joy
and this is my place to share different parts of different layers!
i feel like i am a cake with a million different flavoured layers, and this is a space to share some of the layers that are deemed socially unacceptable
anyways i want to say thank you for reading my stories
and thank you accepting that i sometimes share my life experiences, and sometimes i share photos + videos that i enjoy knowing made you hard π
ps i LOVE when y'all ask me questions + requests for specific stories - i absolutely love storytelling but also self identify as having ADHD so sometimes i need a lil direction to focus haha!
what do you want to hear about next?
the last ride π¦
so it was a super hot steamy passionate wet time together π₯
but ultimately i have decided not to pursue the connection with him anymore
nothing bad happened, and he did treat me like a princess when we were together
i just felt ... like it was missing something!
i resonate very much with sapiosexuality, so i began craving something a little less "shallow" (not that it was, but i just want MORE)
it feels funny to type ... but i desire to be with someone who penetrates both my soul AND my c3rvix deeply π
(yes, i know you can't physically penetrate the c3rvix, but it can definitely be touched if you're well endowed π!)
anyways, it was fun while it lasted, and i had extra fun sharing this chapter of my life with you all!
*photo of my exhausted naked body and pulsing π· on the bed at the end of the night*
happy mirror monday!
it's a holiday here in canada + also USA
so if you benefitted from this too, hope you had a fabulous day off!
this is my last official week of my crossfit challenge, so i had a pretty chill weekend of sunshine at the beach then rainy netflix binging in my pjs
and also trying to drink enough protein shakes so that i can show my muscles that i love them so hopefully they plump up my butt some more
... because that's how it works, right? π
i'm also feeling like i'm in a super sharing kinda mood and planning on setting up some FAQ posts - what else do you want to know about me?
condoms or no condoms? β
yes, a bunch of you were correct in noticing that i had condom-less sex with my man on our first date!
this did not happen without a conversation, testing on both sides and documentation for proof though π
i have extremely "strict" boundaries when it comes to safety in my sex life, and that includes raw dogging fun!
firstly, i am not on birth control (fuck you synthetic hormones that made me feel like a basket case for a decade and a half!)
but him, having already had and deciding he was done with having kids, had already gotten snipped β over a decade ago!
this is one of my fave things about dating older, divorced men with kids - they're usually snipped, and neither of us want me to get pregnant, so we can have all the worry free π»back sex we want!
secondly, we both got tested before our date to verify that neither of us were carrying any sneaky ickies π¦
literally, i asked to see his recent test results! π
i was willing to show him mine too, but he didn't ask!
it's great that he trusted me, but this is also part of the problem people - safety first π¦Ί!
anyways we were all good, he was shooting blanks, and i felt safe and comfortable to proceed in sitting on his π and have all the fun!
"when's the last time you had someone please you?"
this was a question from a DM sexting ses$ion
and since it's the first day of september it seems like a good #newmonthnewstory time!
so i met this man on SA this summer, and we texted for a while and video chatted a few times before i agreed to let him take me out dinner to see if the convo + chemistry carried over in person
gratefully it did!
and our date was right after my period finished so my hormones were through the roof π
so we ended up beginning our arrangement (i prefer not to call it that, but it is what it is!) immediately!
he is exactly my type - a passionate kisser whose number one priority is my pleasure!
and he made it clear that he was determined to explore my body with his tongue π
my skin was tingling and i could feel myself getting wet ...
(as were the bedsheets π¦)
until i finally told him to slide inside of me so i could feel him fill me up π
*then we took this photo of me sitting on his π reverse cowgirl style on our first date together to commemorate all the fun we were about to have!*
grabbing some fresh air and soaking in the sunrise views after a night of mind blowing orgasms π
he flew all the way across the country to finally see me in person for our first date after meeting online and chatting for a few months
he agreed it was definitely worth the wait π
and i have an open ended invite to NYC if i ever find myself ready for date #2!