My First Fail on OF When you start something new, you always..
Added 2025-03-10 16:51:20 +0000 UTCMy First Fail on OF
When you start something new, you always make mistakes 😅 I had one too. Back then, I didn’t know all the details of this platform and truly believed that if someone was interested, they were serious 👀
I met a very nice fan. He was polite, friendly, and chatting with him felt easy and fun. At some point, he asked me for a custom video—my very first one. It felt like an important moment, like my first big test, and I wanted to do everything perfectly 💯
I was really nervous. I spent a long time choosing the right outfit, setting up the best lighting, and finding the most beautiful angles. I wanted the video to be not just good but perfect 😍 At that time, I was also learning how to edit, so I spent even more time making sure everything looked great.
But when it was finally ready and I sent him a message… he just disappeared. He stopped replying and ignored my messages 🥺
I understand—maybe something happened, or maybe he just changed his mind. I always try to see things from a fan’s perspective. But that time, I felt really sad 😢 Because I put my heart into that video. I truly tried my best, spending so much time and energy just to make him happy.
That experience taught me an important lesson: to value my time. Now, I work differently, with clear rules, but I will always remember that moment. Because it was my first time—my first time feeling disappointed but also learning something important ❤️
If someone truly appreciates my content, I give them all of me. But I also learn to respect myself and my work. That’s the only way to grow 🌸
