alright y'all, I know I've been neglecting Onlyfans and work..
Added 2021-04-16 19:52:59 +0000 UTCalright y'all, I know I've been neglecting Onlyfans and work in general the past few weeks... but, it really has been so needed and so healing. I thought coming to Mexico and traveling alone would be my cure all and my motivation and just being here would heal my inner wounds. It hasn't been lol. I still have to work on me. I still have to PUT IN the work for me. And so, after crying in bed for 2 days about still being sad and anxious, I decided to 1. stop being so hard on myself and understand there will always be ups and downs. and 2. to stop wallowing in the downs. It's okay to feel sad and lonely, but there's no reason to stay in those lower vibrational feelings. Because all it does it drag you down more and more. The next day after deciding that, I started meeting wonderful people, people who share the same views as me and are educated and interesting and just fulfilling the whole reason I came here alone. Life enriching people and I'm so grateful for them. I've just been buzzing with energy ever since. I spent all day yesterday swimming and snorkeling in this beautiful cenote and I feel so refreshed and happy. I'm ready to get back into work and creating and also sharing my thoughts here. So get ready💗✨
