So I keep having somehow bigger fires happen whilst I'm tryi..

So I keep having somehow bigger fires happen whilst I'm trying to reedit the update about the last fire and on and on. I think you can see how that isn't going the best hah thus I think I'm gonna just have to give up and post my massive update shortly and if some seasonal comment things don't make sense we'll just all agree to ignore it cause I will distract you w bobs K? Speaking of, apparently late night breakdown me decided the way to cure my depresh squared (or trippled if we add in SAD lol) was to get a slutty swimsuit... This is making me feel like Baywatch needed a ginger amirite?? But srsly this thing is TINY. I had to wedgie myself just to cover my nips haha, granted obviously worse with knickers under them **but I hadn't decided yet if I should keep it to shoot in, what do you think? Some beach vibes to warm up our cold nights??** Also hilariously those nude coloured undies set are not remotely a normal nude colour it's like a grey mauve but its the closest to nude on my pale arse haha bcs normal nude colours look orange on me (they're also from totally differently places and randomly matched lol) haha anyway women clothes are hard and go wrong more often than right sk I hope some of my camely mishaps made you smile 🥹🙈 I love yous and I miss yous, I'm doing everything I can to be able to get back to working on content full time, but unfortunately my functionality is at whim of my health any many arsehole docs at the moment but I'm still fighting 💪🏻 PS I had some awful medication reactions (plus on top my pain doc screwed up my meds twice and put me in brutal withdraws) and I'm not on a good regime yet but I'm out of the torturezone at least so I'm hoping that means I actually get a few minutes a day to be able to work on stuff as opposed to just managing my food and meds completely tapping me out for the day with how much has been going on and how sick I've been.