

Of course, back then I didn't understand that it was love. I just wanted to be with her all the time. We visited each other, and one day while watching anime together, we kissed. You probably know that most girls have their first kiss with other girls since it feels easier and less scary. But for me, it was something different; it was not just curiosity, but genuine attraction. I was the first to confess my feelings—I told her that I loved her, not as a friend, but as someone I wanted to spend every minute with. We dreamed together about moving from our small town to a big metropolis and getting a dog. As many of you know, I was quite shy and quiet, while my beloved was very sociable and always had many friends. Now I realize that it was not a healthy relationship; perhaps I always loved her much more than she loved me, or maybe she didn't love me at all. But nonetheless, our relationship lasted almost two years. 💔✨🌈