Hii! If you're interested in me then this post will mostly t..

Hii! If you're interested in me then this post will mostly talk about how I'm doing and what I have in plan for this year. I know a lot of you know me from my stream and actually enjoy this sort of updates on my life and I also enjoy talking about it so here goes!

I made so many resolutions for this 2025 since as some of you may know, I have the intention of going to Spain and live there within the next years~, well to be exact I intend to be ready at the beginning of 2026 since there's a lot of calculations and planning to do while I also want to take the time to finish what I need to finish here in Quebec. Per example.. my license HAHA.. now listen I only need to pass the last 2 exams but I haven't drove in so long so I'll for sure take some extra class as practice just to make sure. But I intend to do that in the next months. I also unfortunately don't want to stay where I live right now, with the issues of the noise not being checked by my landlord (said they would come back at the end of January since the technician of the building is on holidays.. which I think is very unprofessional since the noise is there 24/7 and I'm still going crazy aha.. a .. ha.) and the new neighbours I got for a while now are just parents that have no understanding of noises in the corridors so they let their kids scream and run EVERY morning at 8 and every night. They make sure to not skip a day on that. I've been living here for quite some time now, I think 4 years .? Which is a bit stressful ( a lot ) for me since having to move and everything is a whole thing. I also know that the moving will be stressful because my landlord will pick on every single thing that is "broken" and make me pay so this will be fun arguing with her and insurance 😄😄!.. urgh. ANYWAYS. Another thing is I'm really going to be dedicated to speaking Spanish as much as I can and continue my Spanish classes (finish them) to hopefully be fluent by the end of the year and truly be able to speak. I currently only understand which is hard to break, I need to learn to actually speak out loud and not just know what every word mean lol. I also decided with that, that I will restart learning Korean. I was learning a couple years back and stopped because of streaming that took to much of a chunk of my energy. Talking about streaming, as you saw, I didn't really stream the past year or even past weeks. I mainly stopped because of how much my life has changed in the past years and how I'm trying to grow into the person I believe I want to be. I would love to play games and have a daily schedule but I just cannot. With the current state of gaming and the time it takes to grow online nowadays I just found myself at a dead end where I'd rather wait until something really fires me up and get me rolling on streaming again, until then, pressuring myself to keep up the image people want me to have will only come at my own price.. Not saying I'm retiring, the fire and excitement in me for content creation is still very vibrant but I just need something that makes me excited again.

For the rest, I obviously will have to start planning my move to Spain and all the stuff that comes with it meaning selling pretty much most of my stuff (yes i will sell most of my stuff.. yes you will most likely be able to purchase some of my clothes... no.. not panties). That in itself is a loooot of work that I am NOT excited about. I am although excited about giving up most of my items, there's something oddly refreshing about starting anew, starting from zero where you're not tied down to objects. Very freeing.

I have a lot of interest in growing my Instagram and doing my little silly reels and my silly little content on here. I'd like to elevate my content on here much more and grow more aswell. I intend to put a lot of effort in doing that since I moved on from streaming for the moment. I also feel much more free when I do Onlyfans. It's somewhat healing because I don't feel as stressed on here as I do online on the streaming side of things. It's kinda of funny how the world is reversed in that sense. You'd think I'd feel more stressed on here where people can judge and see you with less clothes on or with more of a sexier look than what the public see, but nope, I actually hate much more dealing with people's idea of my personality. It's much more exhausting. Here it's more like let's have fun, post this do that, people are here to enjoy what they see, very free. Also thanks for letting me have that place you know. It's great because you're here.

All and all I only spoke about a couple of my goals but I'm sure along the way of this 2025 I will venture out in other things and definitely drag you in it. Life is full of surprises and I hope that my 2025 goes in a way that makes me grow and be happy. I'm excited for what is to come. Hope you enjoyed this little chat. I feel like this was very nice to type, a good chat about ambitions and goals. Let me know yours and some of the psychological stuff you've been thinking about. I truly enjoy learning more about all things life related so don't hesitate to share 😙