Life update, please read ~Hey everyone, I had debated back a..

Life update, please read ~
Hey everyone, I had debated back and forth whether or not to share this news with you. But as I mentioned in some of my updates over the last few months I have been dealing with some health issues, and did promise to update you after quite a few of you showed genuine concern. As you know I am a great believer in transparency, but this topic is definitely stepping quite close to 'line' of things I might want to keep private. SADLY this is something that will affect my work, and also will be visible to you going forwards, so I decided it best to just share it with you as it is, despite how miserable posts like these are. (Not hot, not fun, not positive, shit all around I know)

A few months ago I discovered a rather large lump in my right breast. It was growing quickly and even in full frontal pics the size difference was quite jarring. It shocked me and I of course went to see a doctor, who quickly confirmed that I had a very large oval shaped mass at approx 11' o clock in my right breast. I was referred to get it ultrasound scanned, and once more it was confirmed. Lump being 10-11 cm big. Fibroadenomas are common for women in their 20-30s, but they usually stay small, 2-3 cm, and don't change much over the course of your life. At this point however, it was already causing me a lot of pain and discomfort, and something definitely just didn't feel right.

So yeah considering the size and the speed with which it had grown, a few weeks ago I had a couple of biopsies taken from my breast (ouch), aswell as a mammography done. This Monday I was called in for a consultation and received news that luckily the mass is non-cancerous. (99% certain atleast) While that is all good and great, I do however still sadly need to have the mass removed surgically. To prevent it from growing even bigger, and so it can be properly tested. Because of the size of the mass, they need to do a similarly large incision to properly 'free it' so they can remove it. I dont have a crystal ball and I cant know how it will go, but I think its safe to say that I will be sporting a rather large scar across my breast, that due to the nature of my work here, will probably be pretty hard to hide lol. My boob will probably also be.. crooked? For a while? Honestly theres no telling how this will all play out.

Im going in for my surgery first thing tomorrow, and honestly Im really scared. Im worried about how the surgery will go, and deepy heartbroken that I need my perfect perky tit(s) slashed and ruined at age 29.. Im stressed about how this is going to impact my body, my career, my life. Its just been extremely overwhelming. Especially in combination with the other trials and tribulations 2025 has so generously offered me.

I will update you all on how it went when I can, untill then please send all the good energy and pray for me and my tit.

xx a very anxious Adeline 💜