

Part Xll
«Hello, my dear, my love.
Thank you so much for your letter. I worry about you a lot and miss you so much. My life now is dull, sad, and lacks any excitement.
I understand that I need to get used to living on and living differently.
Thank you for the photos. Your cats are beautiful.
The New Year and Christmas are approaching, and I want to wish you all the best, my love—most importantly, good health, well-being, and the fulfillment of all your plans.
I’m sending you a scarf—I don’t know if it turned out the way you wanted.
Well, it feels like I’ve had a little chat with you. I hug and kiss you, and my heart feels a bit warmer.
Now that I have your address, I will write from time to time—it’ll also help me remember how to write letters since I’ve almost forgotten.
I’ll be waiting for your letters.
Kisses and hugs,
Grandma»
My grandmа never wrote to me again, and I have no way to contact her. She doesn’t have a phone.
This makes me feel very sad at times. I often see my grandmа in my dreams, and I hope that one day I will be able to see her again.
I don't know if I’ll be able to tell her something important because expressing my emotions has always been difficult for me. It has always been easier to write rather than feel vulnerable standing in front of someone.
After that, I wrote my grandmа another very long letter, but I never managed to send it… :(
p.s The letter had to be blurred so as not to viоlate the site's poliсу