

Hello friends, I just wanted to give you an update. I’m tired of handing you excuses, so I’ll just be real with you. I’ve been battling with my BPD for the last few weeks and I’ve been in an incredibly LOW low point that just won’t seem to end. These are some of the first nude photos I’ve taken in weeks because something in my brain just tells me I don’t look good enough for a photo. I’ve got custom order videos that I’ve owed clients for weeks now, and they’ve been so patient with me, but I feel so guilty because you guys all deserve so much better from me. I haven’t had the energy for twitter, or really any other form of social media. I haven’t left my bed in days. This is my reality right now, and I don’t want you guys to think that I’m just slacking off and being lazy, or choosing not to get things done. Idk, here’s my heart out on the table, so please be kind. Thank you guys for still being here. I promise I’m going to try and be better. I’m so sorry if I’ve let any of you down.