just a few lewds showing off my new chest tattoo, & the new ..

just a few lewds showing off my new chest tattoo, & the new holes i put in my face today: my bridge!
i went hardcore & did my bridge pretty much straight after finishing up my chest. i *did* use numbing cream for my chest tattoo, as i haven’t got very much flesh or fat in that area at all & it was just straight up ink/n33dle on bone. i’ve never used numbing cream before for any of my tattoos, not for any sort of “tough guy” reason, i just haven’t really ever needed it even though it’s been offered to me. don’t let anyone tell you you’re less tough for using numbing cream on your tattoos: because that’s dumb as hell. do what makes you comfortable. it made the tattooing process much, much easier and enjoyable for my artist and for me, as i wasn’t worried about some imaginary endurance test and i could just enjoy the sensations and focus on my breathing. i just laid there, stiff as a board, but relaxed, and we chatted while she did it & really before i knew it, we were finished! enter the girl who does the p^ercing at the shop, and my bestie (also my tattoo artist) said “why don’t you just do your bridge today since you’re here,” and i barely needed a second to think about it before jumping at the opportunity. i’ve only been thinking about a bridge for a few months now, but i was dead set that it would look hot as fuck on me and i was right!!! i’m in love with both of them! i feel so sexy and cool and truly like i’m becoming the person i was always supposed to be, on the inside but also finally, on the outside too.

i also seriously threw my hat in the ring for an apprenticeship for the very first time, & i’m not gonna hold my breath and get my hopes up, but i feel like this might actually be the opportunity i’ve been waiting for. i’ve been trying for 2-3 years to find a shop in my hometown that will take me on as a shop bitch/apprentice, and i’ve been given the runaround and shooed off every single time basically. but this time felt different. i’m hoping and praying, so pls keep me in your thoughts! if you’re still reading this, wow, i’m impressed and also flattered hehe. lastly, i just wanna say that i’m so grateful because i couldn’t do any of this “becoming” of myself without y’all and your support and love over the years! so thank you so much! for being here and for supporting me! it’s been 6 years of making content for y’all and we’ve come a long, long way since my very first cam show on a terrible macbook, & my very first video recorded on my boyfriend’s cellphone with a flashlight as our lighting kit… it’s crazy to think about how much my content has grown and changed since then. i can’t wait to see what another 6 years of being together will bring. new piercing and a new tattoo got me feeling like a brand new bitch! 🫶🏻💗

thank you for taking the time to read my manic ramblings — i should’ve probs written some of this in my diary —

yours,

smutwiizard 🪄🔮