

I don't think everyone will see this if I just update the pr..
Added 2024-10-21 00:20:28 +0000 UTCI don't think everyone will see this if I just update the previous post so I'm making a new one, but OF will stay up for a little while longer. I made a hard decision to step away from writing for a bit (which sucks bc writing is my passion) bc between the writing and art, the nerves in both my arms are flared to my elbows, and not only is it hard to type or draw, but even just to hold or open things. Just squeezing a ketchup bottle hurt for like 5-10 minutes 🫠 For anyone who doesn't know, I've got a history of nerve pain and damage from various sources (Neurogenic claudication, nerves severed and repaired in my left wrist, and carpul tunnel in my right). My nerves are flared all over right now and my mobility and function is impacted. Just holding a phone sucks 🫠 I will be shooting this week and both sets will be free bc I owe yall two, and then I'll plan out future sets so I can actually make some income. OF helps me make my own schedule at least, and I, again, cannot overstate my gratitude to you guys for your patience with me. I'm honestly heartbroken at having to face my body's limitations more often lately, as it also takes a toll on my mental health as well (I'm only 26 and my health just keeps getting worse. I sometimes can't even cook for myself 🙃). I'm sorry it seems that I constantly keep you guys in suspense of when or what I'm doing on OF, and I really do wish I could be consistent, but this reality is hard to face. I just cannot thank you guys enough for being a super understanding and caring group 🙏