hi ! sorry it’s been so long, but as you all know like most ..
Added 2023-02-11 21:27:57 +0000 UTChi ! sorry it’s been so long, but as you all know like most people i also struggle heavily with lots depression, anxiety, body dysmorphia the whole shebang. so that’s one of the reasons i took a small break. another reason is that i had a big existential crisis because there are leaked pictures of me with my face in it so i kinda just spiraled and thought “wtf am i doing”, what if i try to get a job and they see it and i get turned down. what happens if someone in my family ever sees. my life is over i need to end myself rn ( so dramatic right lol ). so i took a break because it was freaking me tf out and i was debating if i should stop, but i decided that i just won’t be posting with my face in it. mostly everyone here is so respectful of me as a person and what i’m doing, but i just want to be cautious. the internet is so powerful. anyways sorry for the rant. i just wanted to let you guys know what was up. but i’m back, just posting more cautiously. for everyone who does support me and respect me as a person, thank you guys so so much. i know i reiterate this a lot, but i would not be able to live if it weren’t for you guys. so thank you. anyways posting tn at 8:30 pm ! hope your 2023 was off to a better start than mine :)
