Good Afternoon and Happy Sunday! Want to know what I honestl..

Good Afternoon and Happy Sunday! Want to know what I honestly find most challenging? It's figuring out what to release next. Like I have all this footage, all this raw creation, and I feel, that much of it, if I was like any other artist, might be tempted to just cut it and publish it without much else thought. But then, I feel like I have created a brand, and putting out anything less than stellar, or at least to my signature tastes, might be less than whatever.

For instance, could I go and create a close of video of my just winking my asshole at the camera - I could! In fact, it would be quite easy, but is that the right way to go? I suppose I could throw something like that in from time to time, but being that a video like that would go against the story approach I've taken, I don't know. I suppose it is when I'm so close to something, I need to take a step back and evaluate.

Anyway, if you wanted to know what's on my mind, that came to mind! It is almost like there should be this concept of production and clips - perhaps something I should explore and think on more. My mind is all over, but be of no concern as there really is no worry. I will also share a nice message I received:

"thank you, KS, I love your work (which is a bit weird, as this is porn), but you're storytelling is REALLY GOOD"

Funny, right? I will say, it made me smile! So yes, more excitement, as I'm excited about the CalDigit Thunderbolt 4 Pro Dock, and no that isn't a sex toy, but a beautiful device to help me link up so much of the tech that I have. From the external drives to the cameras, if there was ever a behind the scenes, you would be amazed at all that I've put into my craft over the years.

I think another part of the evolution, is my desire to not be a know it all, because the fact is, while I am quite passionate about what I do, the reality is I don't always go about things in the best, or most optimal way. And being that I'm decently smart, as soon as I see it, or realize it, my desire to do better, causes me to implement change as fast as possible. It is what will take me from being out front at the bar, to being behind the wall, in the back, fixing this or that, or of course, creating the next production in a most beautiful way.

So forgive the rambling, as I do feel this is the least coherent message I've published in awhile, but do know I'm grateful and fortunate to be able to do what I do, and I'm glad that so many of you enoy...

XoXo,

KS