Nekked 😙 and an amusing pic of what my back looks like daily..

Nekked 😙 and an amusing pic of what my back looks like daily LOL Salonpas patches are fucking miracles 👾 OKAY READY???? This is long long and whoever reads thru this I give you 138383 kisses 💋 I owe an explanation as to why I went MIA. Im so sorry about that 😭 spending alot of my morning replying to messages here 🩵🩵 Im back tho and I think? Consistency will be possible nowwwwww. 🫨🫨 I have so much to update everyone on, but it'll come out In bits and pieces hahaha 😵😭😭 last month was Def the hardest mentally bc of my physical state. The break up didn't help either lmao but literally yayyyy the month I came back on here to post again (november) is when my chronic pancreatitis creeped back into my life after 2 yrs of it bein dormant. I didn't know it could even affect me anymore after I stopped drinking. But i was wrong lmfao. I'm waiting to get approved for a celiac block in my backkkkk I'm nervous 😬 but it could possibly help w the pain. BUT I saved the best newssssssss! Well it's not rly amazing bc its kinda a bandaid but I got prescribed Creon. Which is like a godsend for pancreatitis and I didn't notice it rly helping until a few days ago finally I was like HOLY SHITTTTT. My pain has been under control for like 3 days straight now and that's a miracle 😅 For the peeps who have known me for awhile, i still have to get a bilateral jaw joint replacement LOL but I can only do one thing at a time rn it's rly overwhelming 😭 On the 12th i have surgery to remove the stents in my pancreas and I'm terrified bc I can get a flare up from the surgery and might have to stay in the hospital after. But I will keep everyone updated i PROMISE. I don't wanna ghost the fuck out again..after like a week of not posting I get SO nervous and freeze up and can't post Loool 😅 😵😵‍💫 I have so much to owe you guys, peeps still here..I don't even know what to sayyy I love your fucking guts so much 😭😭