~ Moderation ~ I just wanted to talk a moment to talk about..

~ Moderation ~ I just wanted to talk a moment to talk about the lack of activity by my part on both this page and my paid page, and to highlight something often overlooked when it comes to creating content and generally your day to day life. It’s something i have struggled with all my life, I’ve jumped from hobby to hobby, interest to interest, to which all gradually fade from only fault of myself. I have a habit of throwing myself into something and dedicating so much time into what I become pationatte about, so much so that I soon become to resent and dread continuing; and sadly this became true with Onlyfans too. It’s important if you are reading this yourself as a creator, to enjoy what you do and more importantly to not let it consume your day. Take time out, don’t skip out on plans. My relentless attitude to promoting myself on external websites became so damaging to my life, that I would set alarms in the middle of the night to advertise my content on Reddit, I would often wake up before work and rather than eat and hydrate myself for the day ahead, I’d spend the hour again advertising my content and getting back to messages, to then leave for work, tired and feeling drained. These examples are only a snippet of how ruthless it became. I’m sad that I let it got to such an extent to which it has impacted my relationship with the website, and consequently some relationships with people i formed as a result. I have no intentions of leaving for good, but I’m sure there’s been a notice of the gradual lack of content. I plan to pick it up again soon, but at a healthy pace without sacrifice to my own health. ❤️ (I debated whether or not to post this, but I’m sure it will be of help to at-least someone!)